Related Podcast Episode: Cultivating Your Pleasure Terrified that I might be gay But getting turned on by a picture of a naked dude? I had a hard time swallowing that (pun very much intended). My eyes wandered to his cock, and I got turned on. I quickly went to close the file, but then I hesitated. Big muscles, a nice tan, and a huge hard cock. Then one day, I opened up a file named hotstud.jpg.Ī hot stud indeed, letting it all hang out. You know, your typical straight dude porn. Every time I logged on to AOL, I’d hear the iconic “You’ve got mail” and open up my inbox to a plethora of porn. I’d go to a chatroom, chat with some strangers, and end up trading pictures with them. People would meet up online, engage in cybersex, organize sex dates, or trade pornographic pictures and videos. There were chatrooms for just about everything, but the most popular ones had to do with sex and porn. Virtual meeting rooms where folks came together to chat about a variety of topics. If Craigslist was around, I certainly didn’t know about it.įor me, that meant getting my jollies out the old fashioned way: via AOL chatrooms. How did I go from being a straight teenager to giving and receiving a blowjob from a stranger in a community center bathroom? Well, read on. Giving My First Blowjob as a Straight TeenagerĬould I be straight and want to give a dude a blowjob?